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grr
04:43 Aug 28 2010
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why do people have to start drama and carp on here?

>.< specially with people that are really nice on here

COMMENTS

DrCullen
08:12 Aug 28 2010

VampireRave is full of drama, unfortunatly. And almost everyone will be the cause of drama in the future.

>___<
01:01 Aug 22 2010
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really pissed off and hurt

just fucking nice to find out from your ex, that they have already moved on and is with someone new, just a month after leaving you

clearly she dose not care about me since she moved on so soon

she can just go away for all I care

maybe its better is I build walls up around my heart so I dont get hurt again.. I'm tired of being hurt

although that could turn out badly and I could just lose all feeling..

and I dont want to do that do I?

think I just have to be more careful with my heart and who I give it to and trust to even let close to it

I'm tired of giving someone all my love and compassion, and caring so much, just to end up getting really hurt from that person

its happened to me one to many times

and again I ask myself this question..

why do people treat those people that are nice and caring, like shit?

"There’s bullet-holes where my compassion used to be."

I really wonder if theres a girl out there that will love and care for me just as much I would for her

really dose not seem likely (right now)

I find myself looking at the ground and at me feet

wodering where I went wrong

COMMENTS

LadyCara
04:22 Aug 22 2010

just be thank ful that you found out now instead of later the longer you are with someone the harder it is to turn them loose but do not close your heart off you could miss that someone special ; and you will find them one day do not blame your self because it does take two people to have a strong relationship those 1 sided things never work out.I know exctaly how you feel but those holes will close up one by one eventually unil you fill whole again

PersephoneDarling
02:50 Aug 23 2010

Don't let some girl get u down, man u seem like a nice guy, just try to enjoy your life and the right girl will show up..

foreveranangelicvampire
05:25 Aug 26 2010

The girl you speak of is out there somewhere and probably thinking the same thing you are thinking

Pain teaches lesson to make your heart stronger or at least that is what they keep telling me

Just keep your hope it will hold your compassion while you can't

hmm
18:10 Aug 20 2010
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I think I'm going to be using the journal more just to get my thoughts and feelings off my chest and out of my mind

I'm tired of feeling down and crappy

I want to be happy again, if thats possible

COMMENTS

PAGAN
20:43 Aug 20 2010

it always helps to talk whether its in your journal or to a friend :)

-sigh- pooie...
18:07 Aug 20 2010
Times Read: 604

I'm ok, its just my day did not start off so good

waking up to dreams that leave me feeling down is no fun

I dont know.. Iv just been feeling a lot of different ways this week from feeling down to being kind of angry to really not knowing how I feel..

I feel like theres something missing, like a part of me..

and theres a hole deep inside

some days I feel as though my energy is being taken right out of my body, and I just want to sleep

just taking it a day at a time, and trying to keep my head up